byTeodor

Trail notes

Journey update

30/10/2025

Did mostly structure work today with pages and navigations in the Studio. I will continue to do that and fill the pages on whatever work I can find. Need to throw it all out there. 

29/10/2025

Felt so much better just acting like I was doing a finger painting. This really has to be of an artistic nature. It flows way better. Read some, change some, did some work with the structure. I am enjoying it. 

28/10/2025

Before bed last night I felt i need motivation. I need to do what I love. Play with perspectives and perception. I think it is better for me to just bounce around and write as much as possible in the Journal and then press publish. I think it even will motivate me knowing what is publised is bad and return to fix it. Frustration can truely be a cataclyst. 

After releasing that pressure and just writing and then pressing publish. Geez, I feel like crying, like I am lying in a medow, so tired of carrying so much. Yep, this is the flow I need.  

27/10/2025

Today has been rough and i have been annoyed. To want something so bad and refuse to let go. It was ten years ago I got the thought of starting a blog. I have learned alot seens then. But damn does it hurt some days. I just want to write my heart out. I am getting there though. 

26/10/2025

Building the site with chaos and creativity in mind. Combating my perfectionism. 

It is hard to create a structure I need for my own flow and process and also display what I create in nice way for the reader.